feeling v exhausted now.

quite sick of working, but if i dont work i've nothing to do.

i can go out but everywhere i turn seems to remind me of somebody.

and there isnt any place for me to go and nobody to go out with since everybody turn into a workaholic during the holidays.

so i will jus stick to slogging throughout the holidays.

next week i'll be working 7 days again.

what should i get when i receive my this month pay?

nothing in mind, probably a big bag or school?

a black NUM bag?

this will be my last post abt you.

以后都不要再联络 听你说的很简单
黑暗中静静搂紧自己 孤单有谁明白
难过懒的再去管 泪要不要流下来

time heals all wounds.

i'm on the road of recovery but i still feel the emptiness in me.

no more crying

no more drinking so i can sleep well every night

no more waiting for your morning message

no more wondering whether are you feeling as sad as me

no more hoping you will miss me as much as I do

no more waiting for you to be back

because my love never got you home.

比想象中更痛 你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控 回忆不跟你走
都挤在我心中 我就有责任让它值得被珍重

i never told anyone abt this before.

you know every countdown to a new year for the past 3 years,

while watching fireworks, i always wish that i can watch it with you the next year. =]

i will always remember this silly wish even though it is never gonna come true.

终于明白你已变成回忆

没有言语能够说明当别人问

起 谱了一段旋律没有句点 也无法再继续

i will never forget the good times we spent together,

1) how much we gone through before were together,

2) the countless of movies we watched,

3) the extraordinary powers you had to make me smile when chatting to you online every night,

4) the first & last time i cried in front of you on 2nd month and the helpless look on your face,

5) the last school holiday when you chosed to put work aside, accompained me 3 consecutive days to anywhere i wanna go,

6) being super tolerance towards me because it is my time of the month and praise yourself for being observant,

7) when you asked me "do you know when is my period?" and i promptly answered you "everyday lor." and you answered " how you know?"

8) the silly msn games / sushi game you played with me until morning.

9) the only time you sang for me, 我不会唱歌 on our first month.

10) you will walk me home when i wanted to, our achievement was from singapore flyers back to my house.

11) the thrill of looking forward to your messages every morning.

12) the 100 <33s> u sent.

13) that you will remember to message me every night before you go to bed.

14) the sweetest thing you ever said to me was " i love you more than smoking " on 5th month.

15) all your emotional posts you wrote when you mentioned abt us occasionally.

16) your unwillingness to take pictures or neoprints with me, always say " dont want luh, i'm v ugly." but you still took it with me.

17) you never failed to send me home no matter how late it is, how tired you were.

18) the time when you finish your remaining cig and tell me, "this time round i sure quit smoking"

19) the polo and facial foam i bought for you but never had the chance to give them to you.

20) and lastly, how much i love you more than i love myself.

the list goes on... recalling all these makes me smile now. =]

爱原来有舍得
我爱过　我才懂

do you remember them as clearly?

life is tough,

elizabeth is tougher.